Why am I making things difficult for myself?
Why am I making things worst?
Why am I thinking so much when others don't give a fuck at all?
Why must things be in this way?
Why must problems come in at this time?
Why must people say they care when they don't?

If you really care for me, then prove it.

Okay,
From this minute onwards after I've published this post..
I must be happy.
I must smile like this :D.
I must think of the positive things.
I must not think about anything that will affect my mood.
I must look in front only.

Thank - you Gatsper [:
You saved me again.

Cheers.