especially red skinnies!
i'm starting to hate red now.
i wanted to use red paint on my drawing just now. and i use orange instead of red. urgh.
crap.
oh, 2:30am now. 2dec, 2nd month?
i don't know if its still important or not...
maybe it is? i just don't know how to explain how i feel now.
i wanna say everything out too, but my mouth is not willing to open. words stuck at my throat when i was about to say it out. and its sooo sickening.
i went out with mom today, cwp first & j8. we saw Roger, Aaron& Kaihong on our way to cwp.
Chatted awhile.. mom&I thn went bk for lunch. headed off to j8 aft that.
bought a watch for mom at 20$. & i got my Zinc bag. (finally, thanksmommy♥)- thr's a guy that want my number. woah, he asked it infront of me and my mom. my mom gave that kind of "go away" face. & ofcuz, i'll nvr giv it to someone i dnt know. cab back to cwp and went to meet Roger&people.
Chatted and went off to meet Yijin, treated him bubbletea.(im good) oh thanks, for sharing so much stuff with me, makes me feel better(:.. i skipped dinner, mom didnt know, and if she finds out. she's gonna kill me.
i hope that things between me&you will get better ASAP.
and looking at ++DSWF+CDSW++FEDOIS(you dnt hav to guess/know) doesnt makes me feel okay. \:
ive so much things to say, but thrs nobody i can trust.. and all those word that stuck inside my heart makes me feel soo fedup. i can't stop my brain from thinking.
andandand, i keep on telling my mom this : I WANNA QUIT SCHOOL!!!!!!!
yes. i don't want to study, n(a) will be very very very very very tiring.
and, im getting books on monday. & it's also the time to stay at home to s.t.u.d.y till xmas.
10mredays till chalet........ fuck.
lastly...
p/s : you can call my hp already, please call me instead of msging me, cuz i won't reply unless its very impt. i dnt want my bill t burst again cuz' of smses. (:
