That moment is never coming back,♥

School was fine today,had English test.My grammer sucks nowdays.Vocab too.been using too much chinese.:\
Recess got called out by this indian teacher.Mw,Hw,Huitian,Seri all kena.Thought teacher only want our names,then i wrote down.Shit!!Didn't know she asked us out to scold us.pubor teacher!Hw,Mw&I got this don't know what 2nd warning.Damnnnnn.Say tomorrow no change go down office striaght.bitch lah.I'm alrdy brave enough to pin my hair to the sideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.still asking for much.tmd.
Aft school went to Mw house,made rotiprata.very nice uh:DThen meet Zh,eat mashed potato.eating alot nowdays.Fats D: Then saw my dearest Jaslyn,Yixin and others.:D
Zihui damn funny,hehhhh.:D

Fuck,I feel like skipping school tomorrow.But i don't wanna stay at home,wants to find someone badly to accompany me:S
Okayyyy.
BYE.

Kian says I'm acting cute on the first picture,NOOOO!I told him i'm always that cute.(okay you can slap me.i know i'm bhb:()

Hello,I'm feeling better after sharing my problems with Esther.Thanks so much my dear:D

So anyway,I went out with Meiwei yesterday.Had mac for lunch and took neoprint.(i look fugly!)Then we trained down to Amkhub,Mw got me a white top that look like a dress for my bday present&she also got herself 1 too.so that means we have the same top!(see above)Thanks darling:)
We got ourself tubes too,because there were too many people staring at us,maybe because we wore the same top?or maybe they think that we're from mars..I seriously think that we don't look weird at all.Trained back and went home.
Went to school today,mw&i got caught by Ms Sharifah.She said that both of us doesn't understand her instructions,but it's damn unreasonable.Who on earth says we can't have our hairs touching our eye?Teachers seriously thinks that its ugly,but thats what we like and we can't go for what the f we want.Forget it,mw&i feel like she's going against us.There are few of my classmates with fringe touching their eyebrown.Our vicechairman is the one,Ms Sharifah didn't do anything to her.Whatever.
Had P.E lesson next,the handsome angmoh teacher came to teach us.We did stupid high jump in the hall because it's raining today.I hope we won't be doing that next week.Elgene also thinks that what we do for P.E are stupid.:S
Recess with cliques and blablabla,last period was assembly.Chatted with Ps&Mw happily until Mr Azman seperate us.Then went to our house thingy,sat there like a dumb for 1hour.After school had lunch at Vista with Mw,met with Zihui and then sent Mw home.Both of us went to play the swing and we talked bout lots of things.Home after that.

Common test is just right after Cny.and i'm totally not prepared for it!
Test tomorrow for Eng,I hate my Chinese teacher!& i feel like going Shandong,don't even have to think about it,my mom will say:"NO WAY YOURE GOING OVERSEAS WITH THE SCHOOL!FREAKING 10DAYS OKAY!SO LONG!CANNOT CANNOT!"
I know she's worried xD

Girlfriends,enjoy your camp.hang more after your camp.Loves!
Esther,JIAYOU!♥
I♥Cliques;Mw,Ht,Zh,M,Ps&Yk!

fuck all this nonsense,
i don't understand why my fucking mind love to think so much.
i'm trying damn hard to act as if thrs nothing happen.
but i just can't.fuck!what is this.argh.
- is soooo.....i can't describe.but i just don't like the way - acts!argh!!!!!!!!!!x1000000000times.
omg.i rly cannot tahan alrd.




f u c k!

friendship's gonna break.
schools gonna kill me.
he's driving me crazy.

fuck this life.fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.!!

im back.finally!
hehhh.busy to update.plus my brother is chionging his maple.
had a hard time begging him to let me use.
school was fine,i had a wonderful lunch yesterday.(i skipped sch tday.)
went cwp aft school with gfs and bought bubbletea,aft that waited for mom&bro to come.then we had pastamania.brother ordered the bake rice.the cheese is tmd smelly.almost faint while waiting for my pizza.Esther came and meet me when all of them went home,we went to walk around after my lunch.then we started crapping..went to the library and drew Esther,:D
Saw primary school buddies!Norizwan,Dinie,Afiq and forgotten.Hi-5 with my cutest Norizwan:D
Saw Jaslyn ong qian ying,Esther& I followed behind.Smsed her " look behind you " and she turn.she got so high.:D
Anyway my dear sister,last long with your boyfriend okay,and don't spend too much time with him,must spend sometimes with me too okie!:D(just joking.)
Went to fairprice with Mommy and reached home around 7plus.

I'm so sorry Ashley,I'm late to scold that spammer:(You know i couldn't use the comp eh.
heh,movie aft cny with tiffany&others:D
cny is around the corner eh,i'm both happy and sad.happy because i can get angbaos&eat alot!sad because i'll gain weight.:(
how i wish i got a worm in my tummy that eats everything in my stomach and i won't grow fat.
NVM!
Carnival!!!!it's the last year alrd.i've 2% of confidence to sell 10 tixs.hehe xD

letting go,
想念。过去但是回不去了。
i'll be missing you.

Omg! don't you think he's hot?!:D

Yay,can't wait for Sunday.
I need to get a new shoulderbag!Plus,piercings!
One of my earhole shut down already,I know using shut down is very weird.:S
Zihui seems to be depress this few days,tried my very best to make him smile.Hope he'll be alright on Monday.Cheerup!

Don't go too far,you know it won't do any good to you.I'm so tired and sick.I can't stop thinking about you.Youre seriously driving me nuts.
(A,please stop hurting yourself.)

Hey hello!
There's a little time for me to use to computer.
Gotta blog about school,suddenly i've so much to say(not too much.)

First,my chinese characters are much much more nicer than last year.It's true,my words are now neater and smaller.
Secondly,i'm starting to love books.maybe its because of the reading session in the morning?i borrowed a very nice book from Liwen,and i'm still reading it[:
Thridly,all my teachers are wonderful.but my current maths teacher suck big times.
Fourth,i get to sit with Meiwei in class though Ms Sharifah changed our position.we're still together!
Fifth,i've made 2 new friends in my class that their birthday is 1 day before and after mine!(15-seejun,16-me&17-pingseong[don'tknow how to spell])
Lastly,I love my class,somehow. I can sense that my class camp's gonna be fun with them.so i've decided to go.(maybe.)
Maybe things will change after some time?hope not,common test is on week7.and carnival is coming,cny,birthday.sooo busy!\:

ystd,went to school late.felt very sleepy.aft school,went to meet mom&bro.had our lunch and went back home.went t Fragant with Kian.Jiamin was there too,she's cute!:) Back home around 8plus.
Slept around 11.
tday,school was okay.unlucky day today,i had stains on my shirt,so ugly!!science was fun,pingseong make the lightbulb spoil.haha!,needa rush our Lit work.stupid comic.haha.

cny!faster come.i'm lack of cash now:(
thanks Gatsper fr your present,i rly love it alot!
Melisa,enjoy your camp!
till then!

your face appear in my mind everyday,
whenever i saw you,i wish i could turn away.
i really don't know how to face you anymore.
i couldn't recognize myself anymore.

loving someone is great.
Esther!I envy ya!:D
i'm going to change already,i must stop thinking crap.
i won't make things possible if i know its impossible.
i'm contented with my life now.
i've got what i need i guess.
i've to learn to let thing go.

Finally One Missed Call today with A, Meiwei,Buddy&Alvin!
Meiwei was the best,she didn't do anything to scare me.
It's really scary.My heart almost drop:S
MATHS IS SO DAMN DIFFICULT!
I wanna marry with a maths genius,so that he can teach me maths everyday.
Mom says it'll be boring to marry a maths genius who only know how to mulitply,plus,minus and divide. heh:S
(p/s:played catching with my mom this morning while walking to buddy block.heh!)

youre the only one i don't bear to let go.
ireally wish to turn back time.
its soo impossible..you just don't understand how things go in my life.
and i don't know how you feel too.

okay time for update.i'm very busy you see.
and also, i've nothing much to blog about.this blog is getting so dead D:
skipped school on Wed,overslept plus don't wanna go home so late(2pm).
Went cwp with Meiwei after school and took Neoprints,went up to the foodcourt to have lunch.Saw A&E,so we had our lunch together.We split up after that,meiwei&i went to the library.borrowed 2books and went back to cwp,waited for Esther to come and meet me.After E reached,meiwei went home.Esther&I studied at Mos,waited for A to arrive and we took 900 to Vista,went home after that.
Today,went home after school.pathetic.
I wanna watch one missed call!hopefully by next week.[:
anyway..someone or maybe they pissed me off real badly.
(stop reading)

i really cannot stand it.i don't know what the hell is on your mind!(fyi,i also dont want to know whats on your mind.)i dislike people to act like as if they like me and bitch about me behind my back.goodness,i can't believe you can go around telling people about the past.It's my fault,but can you just shut up?i've my own pride too.I know you're angry,but can you at least spare a thought for me?I only told my bestfriends,other than that no one else.since its over,stop all this crap!(ps:i rly hate people making fun of me and my friends.)
how good can you be?

what does it mean if you've a hard time breathing?..
mom says that its because of heart problem.is it true?
(i'll not think too much.)

Love you Meiwei!:D

Meiwei&I:D

Till next time,loves.

Here to say,
I enjoyed my day.

Plus, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIANHUI!:D
Bye!

i'm gonna break down soon,
(whymustmybestfriendfallinlovewithim?idontblameyouatallbutimreallyreallyupsetaboutit,andireallycansensethatthisproblem
willtearourfriendshipapart..)

Miss me?
Didn't have time to post because my brother is staying at home so i'll have to let him use the computer.
I was choosen to be the Chinese rep, but I still prefer Art than Chinese~
wednesday of school was alright, haircheck and stuff.
After school went Cwp with Esther, XE, Ashley& Zihui.
Jacky accompanined me to have my haircut and came up to my house to watch I am Legend, its superb!!
thursday, started studying and stuff, Maths teacher is funny. My class teacher were all great. After school went Vista with Meiwei,Huitian,Zihui&Jacky.Laughed alot,walked home with Jacky after that.
friday, had normal lessons and got very bored.thr were not even 1 table for us to sit during recess.went to meet brother and mom for lunch after school.

heard quite some things from A, cheer up my darling. i'm not hurt or what at all.so don't you worry.andand,since he's ALWAYS acting like this.we can tell that he's really not good in handling relationship and friendship stuff.so don't be too sad!loves.

meeting E&A ltr~ post when i'm free. MISS ME!
(i'm working very hard for my maths,i hope i can improve.)

those memories i used to have ain't that sweet anymore.

yep, i mean hate. hate! still hate. (A should know what i'm talking bout.)
- confessed.it's not the right time.

family day out, w/o brother. wore a pinktanktop, skinnies& black shawls.Mom says i look very weird. But i don't think so. Wasn't feeling well halfway through, went back home.
Okay, tomorrow will be the first day of school and i'm soo not prepared yet. afraid that something bad would happen. Gonna meet buddy in the morning..Meiwei didn't answer my call. Maybe meeting out Jamaine & Jaslyn for a movie tomorrow. Life without phone sucks, can't contact anyone. Now i have problem about meeting the both of them tomorrow.
Gonna be a nerd for tomorrow, fringe pinned up(maybe). long socks. long skirt(that doesnt mean my skirt used to be short):D

hope school go well tomorrow. pray hard, really hard.
Misses!