Whats wrong with me?
I don't know am I thinking too much or what.
I just felt uneasy whenever I see .. (very uneasy)
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
You're so different from others.
I don't want to go on like this, it's fun to you but it's not to me.
I tried to stop myself from reading all those. BUT I JUST CAN'T.
I'm not like this in the past, I'm really not.
You spent more time with them then me!
Do I even exist then? You're driving me mad.
Please spare a thought for me. I can't stop thinking bout all this, I really can't.
But what can I do if you wants to be like this?
You don't like me to go out often with *, then why must you be with * often?
I don't understand, the things you can do. I can't.
I don't mind being stupid for ya.
But I do mind being a toy of yours.
Stop making me worried.
(how am I going to smile?)

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soooo helpless..